hye

byk yg ak xtau lg 'bout my own family myself and others, i thought that maybe i'm the black sheep here in m family but no.. there's other people tooo...i felt so mad at my own father, mother and all eople in my life....sometimes i feel so tired being angry sad and frustrated but that's all i can feel now hhuhuhu dont know how to overcome that thing...my pop had double standard all my siblings i feel so ashamed on that thing feel like i had no dad its better
i thing i really need therapist to help me out of the matter share with me in professionally

huhuhuhuhuhu

dok umah msti ak yg kna buli xda da org lain trmasuk la adek ak..
mana keadilan nyer  jwbnyer xda xda mmg xda org kt umah ni mmg xadil...
gram lak ak..hmmmm maybe sumer tu ujian tuhan kot so ak redha je la.. ak rase kn ak amat perlukan pakar terapis kot bg selami jiwa ak yg agak kela kelibot ni..yela sume rase yg xpatot ak rase pon ada skali lam kpala n hati ak ni.. nk citer xda yg sudi nk dgr citer kter..huhuuhuhuhu org yg slalu ak kongsi citer dari A smpy Z dh arwah..kn best kalu ak ikot je dye pergi skali...:((

salam syg wat seseorang yang sye syg sgt....!!!

to my beloved, i wanna wish u happy birthday..may GOD bless u always, hope all ur dreams come true and the important thing is, i wanna say that i love u B.;)

all the memory before, now and in the future will be nice and great, INSYA ALLAH

may GOD bless us and make our relationship being long-lasting with HIS blessing and concern and having greats  and strong relationship ever. insyaALLAH. LOVE U..:)

thanks for loving me this much....

hm mcm2 dugaan jd lak masa2 gini..

hm arini ak nk citer pasal kejadian yg jd kt group ak..awana citra.. td ada group discussion, sumer org ada trmasuk la ak hehe..yg xpuas ati serta jantong nyer, ada la malaun yg xdtg, atas alasan konon xda transport...hmmm alasan gula2 nyampah mak....haisy kalo xslap ak la kn lam group ni ada jer kengkwn yg ada keta, siap offer lg lau xda bas ke ape ke ..pggil jer diorg, biar dorg yg amek ke ape ke, ni x, boley plak wat diam jer cm xbesalah..haisy ak lak yg jd gram. dh la 2 xtau nk wat benda yg kitorg pon xtau nk wat tp dtg jugak wat sma2 xkesah lah, sama2 wat sama2 tggung sama2 jgak pandai dan sebaliknya..ak xla kate ak ni perfect tok nk mngata org tp 1 jer lau x tau sesuatu yg konpem kiter xtau, bley x, kiter g tye org, jgn la harap sumer org nk cari kiter tok bg tau ...logiknyer kiter nk tau kiter la cari bnda atau orang utk wat bahan rujukan 

ha snang jer concept nyer kn..xsusah pon.sajer jer "org2" tersebot minta kna marah dek org..haisy....

serabut gler..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

haisy pening ak dua tiga minggu ni rsa kepala cm nk meletop pon ada..selama ni ak ok jer..hm smalam lagi la ak rasa hari ak yg plg mlg..sbb smlm kna saman ngan pak cik polis, pastu g klas lambat, keje cm cpot tuuuuuutttttt je hadoi pastu masa present muka puan pon cm toya je cm bosan tggu kitorg present huhuhuhuhuhuhuhu sedeh gler xtau la nape ak cm xdpt la nk manage time ak ngan btol lg huhuhuhu spatotnya org umo cm ak ni da boley da nk manage time tu leklok.hari ni plak serabot ngan dateline nk anta report CTU  kul 3pm karang ada plak la yg xsiap lg tp tu la salah diri sndri xckup masa nk wat asyikk tumpu kt bnda lain jer. i hate myself for being like this, being worst day by day ..  huhuhu .haisy rasa cm nk bom diri sndri huwaaaaaaa somebody help me out from here..... ak ckp kt kwn ak lau cmni baik kawen jer kn snang..hahahha pastu dorg sumer glakkan ak.. dorg kater "

ko egt ..ngan kawen tu ko dpt ke selesaikan masalah ke??..xla, ko sbnarnya lari kn diri dr masalah lg ada la..,ko sepatotnya selesaikan masalah tu ngan baik ok.." jd ak kna la g membtolkan diri ak supaya jd lebih baik  

emergency!!!!

cmner la ak nk register course ni..peniing ak maaa...nk jmpe puan R ke x ni??? bg la comment cket hhuhuhuhuuu tulun 20x