Sunday, September 23, 2012

assalamualaikum...
hari ni ak nk citer n luah kan something..tpu la ak ckp ak ok je..tp dlm hati ak sape yg tau kn..ak nk sgt kalo dpt pluang ak nk ckp ngan mak ak n abah ak wat kali terakhir dlm keadaan mereka sdar dan tenang..ak nk ckp yg ak sggggt sygg kn mereka.. kalo masa ley di putarkan kmbali ak nk kembali pd wktu di mana ak bley  tunjuk yg ak syg kt dorg...byk sgt bnda yg berlaku dlm hidup ak ...byk prubahan yg ak dah lakukan  dlm sdar dan xsdar..mgkin ak xsdar tp org lain nmpak the changes i made..skang ni ak hidup dlm kerisauan ketakutan utk kehilangan semula..xsgggup ak nk hilang ape2 lg dlm hidup ak...
ak takut hilang kwn hilang brg2 hilang family sumer la ..termasuk hilang diri sendiri ak takut ak mgkin xdpt knal diri ak n;g yg dulu... sometimes i cry while sitting alone somewhere..i need love from everybody that i love ..like my family..friends and my beloved bf...when i know n heard somebody love me..i feel so happy and appreciate the love....i really miss u mom n abah...kalo bley nk ikot abah pergi skali..tp dlm mimpi abah slallu ckp nanti bkn masa amy ikot abah pergi bersama...npe abah pggil mak je npe xpggel amy skali??
e2 la soalan yg ak sndri tau xda sape ley jwb kan utk ak..

Friday, July 13, 2012

hye sumer..

arini ak nk citer yg ak sgt rndu kt abah ak....yelah dh bpe mggu xdgr dye sgt tlnga ak..  i live with his memory all day n night..

Saturday, January 14, 2012

assalamualaikum..

start mggu lpas ngan mggu ni asyik sgt nngan buku huhu pening woo tp best bile jwb lam exam.. hm lately ni abah asyik sket je ak pon xtau pe yg ptot ak wat da la abah xda sore huhu rindu kot nk dgr dyr mngarut cm slalu..huwaaaaaaaaaaaaaa